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One night erased from my memory leads to a nightmare I can't escape.

Don't call me a victim.

I'm a SURVIVOR.

Jade Shultz has spent a lifetime wanting the one man she could never have—her best friend's ex. But now that the past is behind them, and the once forbidden Jeremy Larson is finally within reach. For one perfect moment, it seems like fate is finally on their side. Until Jade wakes with no memory of the night before... and the chilling certainty that she wasn't alone.

The marks on her skin whisper of a violation she can't recall, a nightmare she never saw coming. Drowning in shame and fear, she pulls away from Jeremy, desperate to keep him from seeing the broken pieces of who she's become. But Jeremy isn't a man who walks away—not when he finally sees the woman and future he wants.

Instinctively protective. Unshakably devoted. Fiercely in love. Jeremy won't stop until he proves their passion is stronger than the shadows chasing Jade.

Can love really conquer darkness, or will the scars of their past destroy their second chance at a bright future?

\"Another dark and suspenseful masterpiece from bestselling and award-winning author Lydia Michaels that will have readers on the edge of their seats!\"

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One night erased from my memory leads to a nightmare I can't escape.

Don't call me a victim.

I'm a SURVIVOR.

Instinctively protective. Unshakably devoted. Fiercely in love. Jeremy won't stop until he proves their passion is stronger than the shadows chasing Jade.

Can love really conquer darkness, or will the scars of their past destroy their second chance at a bright future?

\"Another dark and suspenseful masterpiece from bestselling and award-winning author Lydia Michaels that will have readers on the edge of their seats!\"

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Lydia Michaels is the bestselling and award-winning author of more than forty novels. She writes heart-clenching, unpredictable romance with dark elements and high heat. Her work is character-driven and bursting with broken heroes and badass females. With a sweet spot for overbearing, territorial types, her deeply emotional books are spicy, emotionally satisfying, and guaranteed to leave readers with many book hangovers.

Lydia Michaels started her author career in 2007, quickly becoming a recognized presence in the publishing industry. The Surrender Trilogy, her breakout series with Penguin Random House, shared many Barnes & Noble endcaps with fellow bestsellers Sylvia Day and EL James, boosting her career as a to-be-read newbie author. She has since been featured by national media outlets such as USA Today and Romantic Times Magazine and starred as a guest on multiple podcasts.

Michaels is happily married to her childhood sweetheart. Her favorite things include cooking Italian cuisine, hosting extravagant dinner parties, sipping martinis, listening to her husband play piano, and escaping to her coastal home on the Jersey Shore. She'''Â¬''€žÂ¢s an LGBTQ ally, a BLM supporter, and a firm believer that the patriarchy must burn (women'''Â¬''€žÂ¢s rights are human rights).

CONNECT WITH LYDIA

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Website: LydiaMichaelsBooks(dot)com

Contact: Lydia@LydiaMichaels(dot)com

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If I Fall

Lydia Michaels

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